Your Not Alone

There is no one so demented that he cannot find someone even more demented who understands him.
Friedrich Nietzsche

I'm thankful to say it's true.

Another abortive attempt

I can endure most kind of sorrow... may it be to lose someone or simply get disappointed owing to a certain event. I don't believe time does heal any pain but it makes us forget. Unfortunately evil sorrow seems to emanate not from any incident but only from feelings. This is driving me to despair, not knowing for what reason I feel so restless... there is just an immense emptiness, and it ends as unexpected as it has begun. Yeah, it should be only a phase but it's been even more than that for a long time...

Wrong Face

To me one of the worst mistakes a person can do is adapting their opinion depending on whom to talk to.
I don't mean trifles but principles that change every minute.
This causes nothing but trouble. You will never be sure what is truth and what a fake.

My personal proof that the emotional network does exist...

It's amazing how one single person is able to change a whole life.
That's nothing new, I know.
But living it my own is so new...

The Travel Bug...

...is a disease.
Standing on a wide field and breathing the cold fragrance of nature. The stormy sea keeping up and destroying lives. The distance between the evening star and us. The sunset tavern surrounded by dry pines.
Loud chirping.
I experienced that most people don't even know its meaning. This peculiar feeling of belonging anywhere else. Just anywhere, not at a particular place. I remember the moment when I woke up in a gloomy room. Insignificant but there was this special smell in the air that reminded me of a place I had never been. It is hard to desribe and easy-understandable for someone who senses this kind of tension that is somewhat problematic to interpret. I cannot be sure myself if I got it right. It's no desire for extending vacation, it's a longing for freedom.

Close Match

Last year I was part of those worst detractors on our best results-awarded students.
I was proud to say I am envious.
This year I am part again but part of our best results-awarded students. I can't feel pride... should this be a lesson?